да, я это удалю, неважно что. 😬

(I will delete that soon bc I don't feel like keeping this here for too long. And also, I am too lazy to type in RUS, so I am sorry for Russian people who don't know English.) Idk why but I feel sometimes like wanting to redo my whole life in this fandom as another and new person where I can be myself without having to worry about anything. I mean, not saying that my friends or either people that know me are bad people, but I wish I could give a break without them noticing that I have disappeared or make them worried. That's why I hate the fact that I am known(in a certain way) in this fandom, and I do NOT want to be more known than I already am. I am tired of hearing people telling me that they are scared of being my friends (for reasons like bc I am known, or people think that I would judge them for smth etc) or anything like that. But I also don't want to, bc it would mean change my whole identity, from my persona/OCS to my whole personality/behavior(it would take so long to do that). I don't want to stop drawing my oc(Kratzvan) or either stop posting about him, I dedicate a lot to him... BUT if I make a post of him in another different account, people will recognize me. Idk what to do, I just wish I could disappear but yet, be able to draw my stuff without someone that knows me recognize me. Sighs, I am just tired of everything but especially being alive and myself 🫩

БЛЯТБ ВЫ ВСЕ ТАКИЕ БЫСТРЫЕ?!? Я ДУМАЛ, БОЛЬШИНСТВО ИЗ ВАС СПАЛИ!! 😭😭😭😭😭