Difficult energy ahead. You will survive. May 3rd - Release.
Dear all.
I’ve given some insight in the lead up to May 1st on a video on YouTube, but more frequently on Facebook and Telegram for those that follow. And now I wish to hold your hand. Imagine me holding your hand whilst I say these words.
We are walking through a very difficult upgrade up until about May 3rd. It’s going to push, as we walk through the Akashic records, very, very dense energy. You are not under attack. Again, you are not under attack. Your mind will not be able to process it, or should I say the ego will fight it. The body will feel it heavily. For some it will feel like a wave of extreme depression, heaviness, confusion; for some even like they are dying. This is difficult energy we are walking through for a few days. For some they will drink again, smoke again, and so on. Old habits might come up again and honestly, I will not judge anyone for it. In fact, let it come up for release.
Often when I am doing mediumship work with clients, it’s times like this that souls suddenly release themselves from their bodies and then wonder, why did I do that? In duality there will always be about 15–20% of you who will be flying right now, but for the collective we are releasing ancient, ancient density that is coming up through the body and the land, and it can feel like you have no hope, no faith, no reason to be here.
Darkness can feel like it descends out of nowhere. And I say unto all of you feeling like this around this time, wait till the full moon is over and see where your awareness lands in the days after May 1st, and give yourself space for a few days after and before. You will recover. Having two to three clients every day, I’m on the front line, I’m seeing it, but I’m feeling and seeing it in the energy.
This is tough energy. You have a voice that knows you, feels you. I’ve been there, but things will get harder for a few days now. Be warned for some of you. All you have to do is just survive until the end of next week and things will lighten. You’re letting go of about 300,000 years of cosmic karma and galactic density. If you feel the density, you are safe. You are loved. Love is given to you. You will be okay. You are safe. You are secure. Let this wave pass. This is a tough wave, make no mistake. Give it a few days.
You are loved
You are safe
You are provided for
Your needs are met
You are understood
You are safe
You are heard
Rest, do nothing.
You are everything already.
I forgot that the image from May in my diary is a peony from the peony tree in my garden. It's funny because the video I made yesterday is filled with peonies from somebody else's garden! There is beauty everywhere.
Let's dedicate May to looking for the beauty in the small things, to taking a breath and being present in the moment, instead of connecting to the chaos of the world.
The chaos of the world has been predicted, and the beauty has not, so we can change the frequency by focusing on what we want to see: beauty and grace.